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Searching for God
Tammy Lee, Associate for Campus Ministry
Mission trips to Mexico, South Dakota and Appalachia;
pilgrimages to Scotland, Italy and the Holy Land; Youth Inquirers'
journeys to the National Cathedral and Woodland retreats; young
folks and older folks alike going to Durham or Carrboro; all moving
and all in search of the holy in both the ordinary to the
extraordinary. People search for God in many different ways just as
they travel for different reasons....most of the time motives are
mixed if they are faithful.
The Emperor Constantine's mother Helena is credited for starting
the pilgrimage route to the Holy Land, wanting to see for herself
the very places that her Savior walked so that she might understand
more fully who the Christ was. I'm sure getting out of town was
also appealing, as was the spirit of adventure, though travel in
her day was most treacherous. Only 300 plus years separated her
steps from Christ's and she thought she might find something life
changing.
Our young people have spent summer vacations working to clothe
the naked in thrift shops and feed the hungry children through
federal meal programs and take care of widows and orphans by
painting houses or building bathrooms or running Bible schools in
places as diverse as inner city Juarez and rural South Dakota. They
often state their primary reason for going is that they have never
been on a plane before, or they have never been to this that or the
other state before, or their friends are going, or they need
service hours.
For 10 years, the Youth Inquirers' Class has ridden on a bus
each winter to explore their faith history in our nation's capitol,
learning that the stones that comprise the National Cathedral tell
a salvation history that they and their families are a part of.
They are not required to go, and many say, "I've already been to
Washington, and I don't want to go again." We take them because it
forms a community of people all working to know their place in the
life of God's kingdom, sometimes for the first time.
People often ask, "Why can't we just stay here and learn these
things? Are there not poor people in Orange County? Are there not
places that are unexplored here where God's glory is evident?" The
answer to these questions is yes, but I have come to understand and
believe some truths are often best learned out of one's comfort
zone and context. When you sleep on a roach-infested floor for a
week and take only a cold shower to wash the sweat off after
working a full day in 120 degree heat to build a bathroom for a
widow and her children, it is a life-altering experience. When you
walk up to the Vietnam Memorial in Washington, DC, and trace your
fingers across the name of your uncle after you have prayed in the
War Chapel at the Cathedral, it is life changing. When you hear
your prayers of petition or songs of praise echo off the walls of
an eighth-century abbey or in a remote cave in the Judean desert,
it changes you.
Such experiences express the wideness of God's mercy,
geographically, spiritually, and mentally challenging us to see God
in places far away but more accurately to see God when we come home
here in our own back yards. We have walked on the Road to Emmaus
and our eyes are opened and we recognize. Our young people are
primed for service after a summer mission trip, and it doesn't mean
they wait until the next plane ride to serve their neighbor.
Communities form in the backs of buses whether they are on I-95 or
rural roads in small countries across the big pond.
Jesus often went as far away as he could to think about things
or gain perspective or make a plan for action in a world that he
knew would always have the poor in it, not just poor in mammon but
poor in spirit and generosity and faith and hope. As I think back
upon all these journeys - be they mission or pilgrimage or
community-building - each one has had a moment that altered my
vision, if not forever at least for the foreseeable future. You are
invited to think about your own journeys in the same ways, asking
as you move about this world in search of the God who comes among
us as one of us, "What am I learning here that I cannot learn at
home? How am I different because of this venture? What am I being
asked to do differently because of this experience?" You might be
surprised by what emerges!
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